幸福
Monday, October 29, 2007 ♥
I've fallen in love with ironing men's shirt and matching them with the pants.
I've fallen in love with living alone cause I can do nothing and wear almost nothing.
I've fallen in love with sorting and organizing everything and labelling them accordingly.
I've fallen in love with having white stuffs in white as always.
holga
Sunday, October 28, 2007 ♥
okay people, get ready.
I've finally purchased the HOLGA!
**huge explosive of light"
Yes yes, at last because you've had heard me going on about getting one ages before anyone was born.
So ya, finally. (:
Whee~ She says it'll probably come in within the week! so who wanna go on a lomo-boogie trip with mw some weekend?
loves.
whee tis is nice
And i think this little song deserve a little more intro to it.
http://www.avex.com.tw/kevin/
Huang de jiang - little girl.
Got to know this song only when I know this clip's directed by one of adm seniors zihan. I thougth the visuals brought both sweetness and pain to one's heart, to mine at least. And I'm a little addited to it now i kept repeating it again and again. Do listen to the lyrics carefully too. Kinda fints my situation I guess. And I feel so protected when I'm listening. AS if there's really someone, a guardian angel looking over me. A big brother whom I always wanted since young.
digital art painting
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ♥
Jac has been a little busy.
Okay. I admit. Very very busy.
So busy I missed a lot of gatherings leaves home before the sun gets up and only return when it's dark. Sounds a little sad. baaa. nevermind. I see my holidays coming soon! And changing major. A new life. (: HAHA
Okays. here's my Digital Art Painting mid-term assignment. It went through quite a lot.
From
to horses
to butterflies
to the final one. AHH. it did change a lot didn;t it?
Labels: adm, digital painting, tired
the aura of happiness
Thursday, October 18, 2007 ♥
I was talking to a friend today and he told me about this girl that he's rather close with recently. He has so much to talk about between them and I swear I feel an aura of happiness when he was talking about her, like how the nimbus around the heads of Buddhas in paintings looked like. It's really strange cause I could feel that sweetness too even though I haven't met her. I feel the blissful moments too as he brought me through them verbally. I have to admit I was laughing throughout the whole conversation, not at anything about them but at the little uncontrolled-sweet-smiles he had when he described his special someone and when he unconsciously defended for her. And I miss talks like this with friends telling me how blessed they are. I have no idea but it's got this strange ability to make me believe that love truly does exist in this world.
silly silly me
Monday, October 15, 2007 ♥
i always tend to overblow my abilities
and i end up weeping alone in a corner.
thinking and i can do it
but i can't and it does hurt
i still wish someone will love me
and point a finger in my face
tell me how silly i've been
sketch
Thursday, October 11, 2007 ♥
not very fine.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007 ♥
You're doing very fine. Helping out with your dad in his business and flying to London and China so frequently you're hardly ever in Singapore. Every time we talked, you're overseas and you're going to Reading to study in a couple of years time. You're doing fine. And I'm happy for you that you're doing good. But it brothered me that you're talking to me in this business-y way. Like you're trying to show me that I've made a wrong choice then. Testing me on technical info to make me feel stupid. Just plain stupid. And telling me in the face that I'm just "lack of knowledge". I'm not really offended by the way I'm seen being stupid but rather, the way you're talking to me right now.
Labels: relationship
work study scheme + dentist
Saturday, October 06, 2007 ♥
Agreed to help the ADM year 2 film students with their shooting.
This is the first day.
Monk's Hill Secondary School, abandoned school.
Supposed to be from 5am to 7pm.
But I work up late and it ended early.
Not much of a shooting was done today.
More of planning.
ally's shooting point - PE store - which looks like a prison
incredibly real fake ipods.
ruru's shooting group
school corridors compound.
i got to act as a random student in aida's film.
All i did was to "start laughing" after "rolling" was shouted.
shux's group's really nice 60s movie posters.
I didnt get the photos but her actors look like they walked out from the history books too.
Dessert Temptations.
A nice restaurant at Railway mall sells really nice desserts and pasta.
Go on. try them
Dentist visit.
Skipped school to go to the dentist.
Wrong. Luxury happiness.
It cost me $56 at Alexandra hospital.
But I love the visit. I love the dentist.
I love it when she looks into my eyes and tell me I have perfectly healthy teeth.
Labels: adm, dentist, desserts, film, french, happy, tired, work, work study scheme
the gentleman
Friday, October 05, 2007 ♥
What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For? | |
 | You would fall for the gentleman. Keep an eye out for your love at your next formal or field trip to the opera. Watch out for bad boys who walk on the inside of the curb and don't hold the door for you, and you'll end up with the guy who's suave, sophisticated, and classy through-and-through. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Labels: gentleman, guy, love, prediction
Seriously,mom.
I am really tired of all these. I really am. And when you post me that question, I seriously don't have an answer. We're all adults already and if that makes you happy, I'll support you if you think it's the only thing you can do. I really tired of confronting dad and both of you screaming at each other. And dad's obviously not going to change, mom. Man never changes. It's really not a thing for a woman to do to wishfully hope he'll change for the family, change for you. I know deep inside you don't want all these to happen and you don't wish to nag. But really, I don't have an answer for your questions too. We're all grown-ups. And your daughters are earning money to support themselves. They can survive on their own and you need not worry about us anymore. So really, do what that will make you a happier woman. If it really will make you happier. I'm missing your smiles you once had and the peaceful family dinners we have everyday.
arjuna cinta
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 ♥
I'm so so totally in love with the Malay version of 'tong hua' (:
(i.e. the back ground music in my blog)
http://saintshafiee.imeem.com/music/GIlEnlVm/aliff_aziz_cinta_arjuna/
Labels: aliff aziz, malay, music
又想起你
Monday, October 01, 2007 ♥
爱一个人是永远的。
七年后无意间在网上看见你的相片
心还是会闷,
还是会想按下滑鼠储存下来。
爱一个人是永远的。
好久好久没见面，
没一起聊天。
但是意外的收到你的简讯时，
我的心却很暖，仿佛上了瘾似的想你。
爱一个人是永远的。
不知道你最近好不好。
不知道你是否有照顾自己身体。
不知道你有没有又因心情不好而喝酒。
爱一个人是永远的。
只是现在不再是心宜的对象
只是家人。
只是朋友。
很久没联络却很想你的朋友。
爱一个人很难
不爱一个人更难。