presentation
Friday, April 04, 2008 ♥
Graphic Design Presentation
"the external critics were suprised that you have such strong ideas and they couldn't believe you just transfered major!"
(: worthed my 3 days of sleepless nights.
Will sleep today. I will sleep 12 hours today!
But there's this little sting that astrid's not happy with my non-environmental-friendly idea.
Will improve. You'll be impressed.
*grins*
caught
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ♥
The corner of her lips twitched
bringing them to a frown.
"yes?" she snapped
Everyone in the room is looking at me now.
I couldn't breathe a word
"You know you don't have much time left. Critique's next week and you're the first in the list.
You have nothing decent to show."
All I could do was stare at her blanking.
Giving a nod or two now and then.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.
Jon messaged me.
(You know, I am more assured now that you have some magical powers)
He told me that he hope everything is going the right way for me.
It's not, Jon, it's totally not going the right way.
Every thing is falling apart.
Jon I need you,
and I really do wish you're here with me.
You volunteered to clear my workload for me.
You volunteered to accompany and talk to me.
You even repeated the question thrice.
And reassured me twice that you're going to stay late in school and
I can look for you any time.
but as always I replied "I'm going to be fine"
I am such an idiot right?
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This week
13.03 Asian Art History Presentation
14.03 Graphic Tradition Part II concepts presentation
Next week
17.03 HW111 presentation
19.03 French oral test
19.03 Graphic Design II Individual critique
19.03 Photography critique
blue
Saturday, March 01, 2008 ♥
imgaes via here
The sky is clear.
but I'm lack of sleep.
It was a chilly morning and i stared at my
long to-do list before school starts.
Term breaks are never meant to be breaks
but a week to complete the uncompleted.
missing-in-action
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 ♥
I'm needing more emotional support these days.
From whom? I don't really know.
It's been a perfect example of being lonely around people.
Like there's a lot of people around, but it's still empty there.
It's my own problem I guess.
Start missing some people whom I used to go to when I needed someone.
Start missing people who listens to me crying over the phone.
Start missing people who have seen the worst days I've been through.
Start missing people who I don't really talk to that much these days.
Start missing people who allows me to keep dreaming without reminding me of the reality.
Start missing people who would tell me I'm the best and I can do anything.
Start missing people who don't exist at all.
I'm a little scared of life these days
No I'm not depressed.
No worries people, I'm fine.
Just a little disappointed with myself and life thus far
Not really.
Actually I'm a little confused.
I think I need another session of breaking down and crying all night.
maybe with a company this time round?
But people who offered the help are always the wrong people.
Not wrong as in I don't need them but just morally wrong.
And I have no someone whom I can always go to, no matter what.
And people always ask what's wrong what's wrong.
but the fact is I don't have the answer too.
Perhaps it's the side effects of falling from the high end.
Perhaps it's just expectations not met.
Perhaps it's just the nightmares I have at night and no one but 4 walls that enclose me.
And I'm actually jealous of yl who could actually throw everything aside and give herself a little break to pamper herself.
yes i refer to it as pamper.
Some times some things, only the person could help himself.
I'm sure she'll walk out from it soon,
she just needs some time,
I hope she won't take long.
It takes some courage to neglect everything.
And I worry about attendance in school when i am tempted to go MIA.
What a loser. Rj says I'm different cause at least I don't go MIA.
Now it sounds like a joke doesn't it?
new chapter begins
Thursday, January 17, 2008 ♥
The first week of school was
Hectic.
Frankly, I'm not copping with it that well.
And if you see me online,
you'll always receive the (autoreply) message
"Busy doing work. Not at computer right now"
There's 2 VIS presentations tomorrow and
I've completed none.
I've just started on one this morning though.
gosh.
I need to plan my time more wisely.
dream
Friday, November 30, 2007 ♥
dreamt of flying? loves here.
I shall declare.
My new idol - Korean Typographic design, Ahn Sang-Soo
He was in adm for a seminar today and i was totally in awe with his works.
He's my new god.
library
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ♥
product.d
Friday, November 09, 2007 ♥
bugholzbadewannen's Transparent glass bathtubs.
nice. I still remember coming into adm
wating to practice in product design
wating to practice in product design
but only to back out after a semester's attempt on 3D
It's not my thing, I figured.
I can't sit in the technical lab whole day doing filing.
So ya, I rather sit infront of computers.
As planned, I woke up at 5am today.
Alright alright I did dily-dallied a bit
but i still did manage to get myself out of bed alrights.
Saw lam and salina at the open lab doing their graphic design.
And it got me a little excited.
I kept turning around to peep at them
imagining how my new semester will be like.
Imagining me dealing with swrils and flamboyant colours.
In love.
And vid, get well soon will ya? mentally and physically (:
I'm a friend too.
viscomm.
Monday, November 05, 2007 ♥
visual communications.
The excitement will start next semester.
I've fully transformed the dining table into my work table
and has perfectly made a mess out of it.
It's getting a little unbearable.
Time to pack.
the routine.
Sunday, November 04, 2007 ♥
I'm getting used to the routine.
Getting up at 5am
Leaving the house for school at 5:30.
Sometimes I'll drive.
Sometimes I don't
If I do, I'll bring along my laptop
If I don't I'll not bring a lot of stuffs.
If I do, I'll make myself instant coffee in school.
If I don't, I'll get some coffee at the interchange.
I had a realisation this morning,
that my coffee has no aroma at all.
It's perhaps why it taste so sucky too.
Can't expect much from cheap coffees.
It has become a habit to speed. to drive at at least a hundred.
Today I got a little too adventurous and hit 140.
It doesn't feel too fast until things start flying over when I have a sharp turn.
It's probably the empty roads,
or the dark and damp atmostphere.
Maybe it's just me not paying attention,
allowing my thoughts to wander
or maybe it's just class 95 without a DJ.
There's no Glenn. There's no FD. There's no one.
Getting up at 5am
Leaving the house for school at 5:30.
Sometimes I'll drive.
Sometimes I don't
If I do, I'll bring along my laptop
If I don't I'll not bring a lot of stuffs.
If I do, I'll make myself instant coffee in school.
If I don't, I'll get some coffee at the interchange.
I had a realisation this morning,
that my coffee has no aroma at all.
It's perhaps why it taste so sucky too.
Can't expect much from cheap coffees.
It has become a habit to speed. to drive at at least a hundred.
Today I got a little too adventurous and hit 140.
It doesn't feel too fast until things start flying over when I have a sharp turn.
It's probably the empty roads,
or the dark and damp atmostphere.
Maybe it's just me not paying attention,
allowing my thoughts to wander
or maybe it's just class 95 without a DJ.
There's no Glenn. There's no FD. There's no one.
This morning, I dont know why
but i needed someone to be with me.
quite urgently.
A someone to give me that smile of assurance before i head school
But what's to reassure about.
And who's to be available at this wee hour.
I had another understanging about friends last night.
I talked to wen and jon when i needed them
They were busy with revision but they insisted I should say.
They listened.
Said heart-warming things that made everything turn on the right track again
miraculously.
It's way more effective than keyboard, drawing, cooking or even music theraphy.
It's way better than milk, banana or chocolate theraphy.
When you open out your hearts, you realise there's a lot of people who care,
sometimes someone you dont expect.
And even though your problems are nonsensical or illogical according to jon,
he'll make you feel like any problem's just too sutpid for you exhaust time brooding over.
It has become a habit to be the first car in the adm carpark
It has become a habit to park at the exact same lot.
It has become a habit to forgot to turn the rear view mirrors in
This morning. I woke up at 3 instead.
It was a little different, I didn't have a hard time to get myself up.
Made some pasta.
Tried on the apron from jing
Cleared the laundry
and watched some morning tv before heading for school.
I parked my car. Breeze through the empty rooms at B1
There isn't much people in adm today.
Quite a nice surprise in this cold morning.
It's prolly because it's a sunday, most people some on saturdays.
But there's a few hardworking souls who stayed thru the night.
I've grown to love to work on sundays.
Partially because of the slightly empty rooms.
I have this fear for crowds of people who I know.
They prolly have to work like chinese ancient handscrolls;
reviewing to me few by few, batch by batch.
And this morning,
I have my almond nuts.
And hot coffee.
It feels a little too good to be true.
But there's no one.
I'll get over that.
Kelvin hunag de jiang - little girl
Sunday, October 28, 2007 ♥
whee tis is nice
And i think this little song deserve a little more intro to it.
http://www.avex.com.tw/kevin/
Huang de jiang - little girl.
Got to know this song only when I know this clip's directed by one of adm seniors zihan. I thougth the visuals brought both sweetness and pain to one's heart, to mine at least. And I'm a little addited to it now i kept repeating it again and again. Do listen to the lyrics carefully too. Kinda fints my situation I guess. And I feel so protected when I'm listening. AS if there's really someone, a guardian angel looking over me. A big brother whom I always wanted since young.
digital art painting
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ♥
Jac has been a little busy.
Okay. I admit. Very very busy.
So busy I missed a lot of gatherings leaves home before the sun gets up and only return when it's dark. Sounds a little sad. baaa. nevermind. I see my holidays coming soon! And changing major. A new life. (: HAHA
Okays. here's my Digital Art Painting mid-term assignment. It went through quite a lot.
From
to horses
to butterflies
to the final one. AHH. it did change a lot didn;t it?
Labels: adm, digital painting, tired
sketch
Thursday, October 11, 2007 ♥
work study scheme + dentist
Saturday, October 06, 2007 ♥
Agreed to help the ADM year 2 film students with their shooting.
This is the first day.
Monk's Hill Secondary School, abandoned school.
Supposed to be from 5am to 7pm.
But I work up late and it ended early.
Not much of a shooting was done today.
More of planning.
ally's shooting point - PE store - which looks like a prison
incredibly real fake ipods.
ruru's shooting group
school corridors compound.
i got to act as a random student in aida's film.
All i did was to "start laughing" after "rolling" was shouted.
shux's group's really nice 60s movie posters.
I didnt get the photos but her actors look like they walked out from the history books too.
Dessert Temptations.
A nice restaurant at Railway mall sells really nice desserts and pasta.
Go on. try them
Dentist visit.
Skipped school to go to the dentist.
Wrong. Luxury happiness.
It cost me $56 at Alexandra hospital.
But I love the visit. I love the dentist.
I love it when she looks into my eyes and tell me I have perfectly healthy teeth.
Labels: adm, dentist, desserts, film, french, happy, tired, work, work study scheme
ART260
Friday, September 28, 2007 ♥
i'm spending forever doing my ART260 assignment. Anyways, this is the face part. I'm trying to look for higher quality pictures for the body. >.>
cui.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 ♥
I saw minglong in the canteen today. And his first reaction was "WHOA why do you look so pale!???" After rushing to the toilet and see myself in the mirror, indeed, i have to admit, i look shagged. Damn damn damn cui. Argh, no this must not happen again. I think i need to wear red tomorrow, or hot pink or even luminous yellow. I shall look energetic and bubbly tomorrow!
War today was filed in the "Keep In View" file. Everything needs the dean's nod and unluckily the dean's out of town. So yes, hopefully he replies Deb's email asap. And seriously, i think Deb's fab. I'm looking forward to the turn in my life.
update: i lost the war.