24th December 2007
It's christmas eve, baby! Spent in a hotel room at Grand Copthorne with zues (including johnson, david, gerald, joey, kianhai, suyun, boonbee, vanessa and yvonne). It was the best Christmas ever. Everyone was high and honestly, I suffered from withdrawal symptoms even though we met up again on boxing day. It's like the post-orientation kinda feeling, you know? I really do love these people.










25th December 2007
Christmas was spent resting, rotting and simply enjoying the slow-paced life with a cuppa latte and snuggling in bed.

26th December 2007
Tanning at Sentosa with Johnson and Boonbee because someone didn't turn up as agreed. She was supposed to go cycle with me as I didn;t wanna tan hurs. I did talk a lot that day. A little too much I think. Met Gerald and had dinner at Fig and Olive at Vivocity. I had some mango sandwhich and it wasn't fantastic but there's compensation made with the company I'm with. In addition, I didn't get darker after the tan. All thanks to the thick layers of sunblock I applied. So in conclusion, it was a splendid day. After that, we traveled down to cck after that for our usual routine of tau-huay. This is round, it was accompanied by chee-kway. Chee-kway is disgusting by the way, so is chee chiong fun.

27th December 2007
Met Bengleong for a iridaoogy test at cityhall. Wen and shirhee accompanied me there. I'm so sorry I was so slow. Then we had subway (my favourite) and met yiru and silli at paragon and had bowls of soup at soupspoon (another of my favourite) before heading down to shirhee's place.













28th December 2007
04s62 gathering! We met at settlers at holland village and had hours of fun with taboo and another-game-which- forgot-the-name. I wasn't very pleased with the service there. And I've already listed it under my "condemned-list". But overall was great. And I got myself a cuppa warm milk from coffee bean before getting myself a free ride home from hester and her boyfriend. First time in a car drove by her. And if you're asking, yes, I am still alive.

29th December 2007
Another day of nothingness. Happy belated birthday Joey. You're the nicest guy ever and I can never imagine my life without you (thanks for being my street directory all these while.) loves.

30th December 2007
This is the day. I met up with xiuming (aka siew mai aka heather aka xiu xiu) and got my first DSLR - D400 Canon. More updates and more pictures from this camera soon. For now, it's coffee prince and pushing daisies from tudou.com

Labels: camera, christmas, fun, happy, sajc, sisters, zufamily

Basically, i have became Samantha.
That's not exactly how if feels like.
At least it wasn't like this at that point of time.

Hmmm. It feels like someone snatched your favourite teddy.
It feels like you've been abandoned on the streets
Then you see it.
Your teddy
In someone else's hands
Across the street.
And when that person turns around.
You reaslie it's your friend.
She didn't notice you.
But you don't hate her.
You hated the teddy instead.

Labels: emotional, sad

i saw something interesting over at blankcanves.


TOP TEN TRAITS A MAN SHOULD HAVE
(from a lesbian to man)

1. Quit whining
I absolutely detest men who whine. The cost of petrol has gone up? Don’t drive. Can’t cope with your workload? Bring it up to Management or quit. Singaporean women are too materialistic? Don’t date them, live up to their expectations, or go buy yourself a wife from some third world country. Quit whining and get with the fucking programme. Do you need the government or your mummy to tell you what to do?
me - **rolls eyes** i think i talked about this in a previous entry before

2. Ladies first
Entrances, food orders, conversations. A man with manners would let a lady go first. Just in case we have pea brains reading this, perhaps I should elaborate further:

- Entrances:
Doors aren’t really that heavy, trust me. It won’t break your arm opening one for a lady to enter first.

- Food orders:
Here’s where a lot of gentlemen wannabies go wrong. It’s your job to order for the lady before yourself, and not have her cite her own order before yours.

- Conversations:
There is a bloody reason why the ladies always complain that you never listen.

3. A man of his word
If you make a promise, you keep it no matter what. A man worthy of his cock knows that actions speak louder than words.

4. I believe this is yours…
The equation is fairly simple. Your decision = the consequence = your responsibility. Unfortunately, given how spoilt rotten our precious sons are compared to our second class daughters, I don’t see a lot of local men with balls to accept responsibilities for their own actions.
me - speaking of this, it reminded me of this close friend of my sister who just went for an abortion recently. Her THIRD abortion. Yes. And I have talked to her before. She's really a nice girl. And golly fu*king shit I dont know why she's always stuck with crap - guys who make her go through the pain of abortion and still thinks it's okay. I mean seriously, if a guy make you go through this shit, it is time to ask for a break-up.

5. Don’t make someone else do your work
I detest skivers, both men and women alike. If you’d like for someone else to do your work, have the decency to pay for his or her time. And don’t you dare take his or her credit.

6. Be decisive
Make a decision and stick by it. Don’t be a wuss and spend 20 minutes wondering if you should buy a pink or blue Paul Smith shirt. How the hell are you supposed to lead a company if you can’t even decide on the color of a damn shirt?
me - geesh. i am damn guilty of indecisiveness

7. Admit to mistakes
Only when you recognize your shortcomings then can improvements begin. And that’s why a good amount of us stay in the same vicious cycle making the same mistakes time and time again.

8. Rolling your own moolah
A real man does not take pride in driving daddy’s sexy Maserati; he knows he didn’t earn it. A real man takes pride in making 1/10th of what his dad makes, only because he has done so on his own.

9. David Beckham effect
I have no idea what warrants a man to demand any respect from me should he spend more time in front of the mirror than I do. Unless of course, he is gay. If that’s the case, I’d probably want to pick up new styling tips from him.
me - david Beckham effect's acceptable for me though. lols. we could go shopping together.
In fact I like guys who are aware of grooming.


10. Not everyone’s as encouraging as your mother
There will be times when you, your work, or perhaps even your uglyfuck face, get criticized by others. Don’t get personal, get even. Prove them wrong. Else, pay a visit over the weekend to your mother and have her reboot your ego system.
me - like what i told wen. I want guys who have confidence of themselves. A little higher than an average guy. But I can't stand the egoistic guys. But ego nd confidence tend to overlap. No wonder I'm still single. lols.

Labels: guy

Oh golly god. The ex-colleague i used to hate the most was crowed the superstart of the fnb industry. Oh my god. Eweeks.