谁都不想当后备轮胎。
知道自己的存在是暂时取代他人时，
心是闷的，是柠檬酸酸的刺痛。

说穿了，
我们都有后备轮胎
我们可能都是你心中别人的后备轮胎。
因为人是寂寞的
是自私的。
失去一个人，另一个人的陪伴
能疗伤，能遗忘。

一个，两个。
不晓得。
想到这里，就不再那么气你了。

Labels: emotional, friends, life, relationship

You're like film noir to me.
There's only black, whites
and occasional tint of grays.

There is no colour.
No hues, no shades of the autumn, spring or summer.
Yet like all film noir,
you have the strongest power to storytelling.

Sitting on benches in the early morning
saying hello to random people was a bliss.
Looking at the lime-green grassfield was a bliss.
Framing the sun as petals of red gathered around it was a bliss.
And I appreciate these little things like this in life.

Labels: friends, happy, life, random

How do you look when you look into the mirror?
What's your face expression?
Were you smiling...
in your lips, your velvet skin or your eyes?
I wonder if you can hear me
But my eyes are stuck along your neckline,
still and rigid broad shoulders.

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You better let somebody love you
You better let somebody love you
Before it's too late....

Labels: emotional, life, love

I looked at her 2 ponytails,
the red bruise on her knee
then into her eyes.

She looked back,
with the slightest sign of confusion

I touched my hair swiftly and arranged my fringe,
still keeping the eye contact.
Surprisingly, she mirrored my actions,
Briefly touching her forehead because her fringe is tied tightly into the ponytails.

In her eyes,
I found comfort.
But I looked away.
When I was back,
She's still there,
but now, she's more certain then before.

I found comfort in her eyes, but I looked away.
Why did I look away?
Children has the most magnificent power of love
and they can look into your eyes for longest time.
And as we grow older,
we became more and more afraid of eye contacts.
Perhaps we lost some confidence.
Perhaps we became cynical about life.

Researches show that eye contact builds affection.
I'm not sure if it proves anything,
but at the end of the 30 minutes train ride,
I wanted to embrace her in my arms and kiss her bruised knee.

Labels: happy, life

I realized a matter-of-fact.
That i'm actually obsessed with neat freaks.
Like other girls are attracted to rich or cooking guys,
I'm attracted to neat and clean guys.
Not in dressing wise,
(Of course he can't have spinach stuck in his teeth whole day and wear the same pair of jeans for a week)
But household wise.
Almost all guys who have organized rooms get an extra 50points on their score sheet.

random: I'm totally obsessed with the colours of voguegirl photoshoot and I'm gonna make myself a lunch bag after exams.

Labels: guy, life, relationship

幸福。我很幸福。
不要再想要求设么了
要敞开心房
朋友关心对方
朋友帮助对方
是平常。是温暖。
要学着让爱你的人暖暖冰冷的心

Labels: happy, life, love