much loved
Thursday, March 27, 2008 ♥
On my birthday,
I was the happiest girl on the earth.
8:30
Yet I'm working despite it was my birthday.
Jon came 5 minutes before I was about to leave and gave me a jar of hello pandas
(He remembers (: )
and...
OMG this huge half-a metre elmo with cheesy smile and oversized pants.
It was so cute I couldn't resist.
I've stopped being fond of soft toys
but that red fuzzy thing made me smile from inside
and I genuinely forget everything else at that point of time.
12:30
Met Jerms for lunch cause he volunteered to make lunch for me
He's such a good cook
and OMG he's so good at acting!
(tbc later in the later part of the entry)
4:00pm
Met Hessie for Dinner Dinner.
She wanted to go JP for lunch cause school's food's kinda boring.
So we went bentobox for dinner
and as drama queen as ever,
she wanted to get movie tickets and dinner when she only has 6SGD in her wallet
-______-'''
bwahahahaa.
Jan popped out from nowhere later with a little cake (and no lighter)
So i kinda 'pretended' this actually is light
when i pose to 'blow' the flame.
6:30pm
was rebellious
I, urms, skipped french.
And apparently I think I'm not allowed to retake the quiz now.
8pm.
I was supposed to meet karelin for dinner in school.
I mean, it's late ya lor..
so I was quite surprise when she looked for me with xm, ridz, ruyi, hafi and jeannie.
And we're going out for dinner instead! xm's driving.
I went to the locker and happen to meet jerms there.
he was looking for his camera, after which,
they led me to the lift to the basement
to the door....
oh wait.... this way is not the way to the carpark!
then...
i realised...
outside the glass doors,
beside the fountains...
there's few people frantically preparing so stuff which looks like food. (it's dark it's dark)
then i realise..
oh wait....
I know these people.
Yingherng, ken, qing, lixian, yifang, kimsiang
I naturally exclaimed
"heys! what are you guys doing here?"
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.
.
.
..
...
Yes, apparently.
Yes, there's a party.
BBQ, loads of people I love
The animation people I love so much
Yes, and yes,
apparently it's my surprise birthday party.
like.. OH MY GAWD.
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
omg omg.
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You know, i planned out my 21st, to be this boring and plain day.
And this this this..
I've never never thought of.
More people came..
Bernard, yizhi, peiling, hanzhi...

And thankyous thankyous thankyous
I couldn't be more grateful
I'm so loved I'm so loved.
I'm floatinggggggggggggg
Gosh I really miss animation.
I miss overnights in school
I miss you guys.
Thankyou Thankyou
Thankyou seems to be much lesser than than I want to express.
LOL. and yes i regret I did not stay till the curry is done
some issues with my sister and i have to go
She's a disgusting piece of shit.
LOL. You're the best le laaa~
*More Hugs*
yay ADM FOC group 8!
yay 2D animation Davide's class!
yay FDN Group 5!
Photos HERE
Credits to jerms
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birthday
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ♥
Birthday Celebration Schedule
23mar\sun\Dinner\Hes, Bel, ww, Mindy, Jan & Manda
26mar\wed\Lunch\Jerome
26mar\wed\Dinner\Hester
26mar\wed\Supper\Amination peeps
28mar\fri\Dinner\Alan, Sam & Kh
29mar\sat\Dinner\Sh, Wen, Silly, Yiru & Vids
30mar\sun\Dinner\Yang & Jee
broke
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 ♥
my big big birthday present is here.
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him: Hi, I have sent e car for repair. e boot came out n clips need replacement. e bill works out to 300 and my sis wants 60 for loss of use. She wanted more but ive checked e insurance rate. So i guess its e best help i can offer. Do you prefer to wire in the money? I will email you the receipt.
me: yes please email to......
him: Yup will send you by tonight. I tried my best to ask around for the lowest price alr.
me: lol thanks. gosh. my biggest birthday present.
him: Is that your car? its so minor. i once crashed a big time e car needs to be scraped. that's why i underestand. u are lucky. cheer up, i helped u save a little. My sis is quite a riper. Could you wire in the money by 5 today? Don't worry, i'm sure u will have a bigger bday surprise coming. Be positive...
me: o.o okok 5pm
him: Hi we are dead. e car needs to be put here for another day. Will try to cover the extra loss of use for u i guess. Sorry to bug u
me: I don't understand. So needs more money? Ahhhh i really don't have money le la
him: Nah, i will talk to my sis if she doesnt agree, i will top for u. Dont worry about it.
---- Happy birthdays >.> He's actually quite nice.
那些日子
Sunday, January 06, 2008 ♥

The night is dark and the cold wind freezes to the bone even though the windows were shut. I was desperately switching channels, looking for something stupid on the tv. Something like spongebob squarepants or taiwanese variety shows. Something to clear the clutter off my mind. Before that was series of calls with various people over two different places I'm supposed to go to. Yet my limbs refused to move. I have a million and one things left undone, yet I'm desperately searching for something redundant to do. You understand how it feels?
Take Number 1: It isn't very fair to me, is it? But we all know one fact, there's no such thing as being fair. I don't understand how my heart works, how it controls my emotions. And I don't understand your definition of friendship, because it's just so different from mine. I've lost the desire to plan and do something nice for you. I've lost the motivation to sacrifice to please you. Perhaps I've learnt to be a little more selfish, to address my own issues before yours. You know it isn't used to be like that. You know I'll used to queue for a couple of hours just to get you something you briefly mentioned that you want. You know I'll try to cater to your preferences when it comes to a meeting time or place. You know I didn't mind spending more money for something you want on your birthday. Or maybe you don't. I didn't realize, I did recently that it has all changed. I became a little more shallow, or in your words, "more real, less-hypocritical". Somehow, I know we're working our way towards being surface-only-mates and the scary thing is I'm not exactly trying to stop it.
Take number 2: I'm so sorry I didn't make it there though I did have time to rush down. It's the fatigue, mood and just not in the right state of mind. But still, it's not the actual date yet rights? Haha, there's still time to celebrate. And I am truly guilty that I didn't go, perhaps it's because I didn't get to eat the fried rice you cooked? Muhahahas. (:
Happy Birthday to both! (: