hugs
Monday, March 03, 2008 ♥
For some reason,
I could picture hugging him from the back
but I can't really picture hugging him in the front.
Perhaps it's because I've seen another girl doing it
and he just stood there motionlessly, not hugging back.
I'm just scared that it'll happen to me.
Or rather, I'm quite confident that it'll happen.
Not putting him in that situation is the best, isn't it?
but I can't really picture hugging him in the front.
Perhaps it's because I've seen another girl doing it
and he just stood there motionlessly, not hugging back.
I'm just scared that it'll happen to me.
Or rather, I'm quite confident that it'll happen.
Not putting him in that situation is the best, isn't it?
I've always liked the idea of hugs from behind.
Perhaps you're right, it is a hug to protect.
but the truth is the desire to protect him is
much stronger than the need to be loved.
I'm standing at the edge of the abyss.
Not wanting to jump in and not wanting to back off.
I want to stand still, forever at the edge.
I'm scared. Hmmm but it is not possible
and something has to be done,
rights?
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It's exceptionally cold this moning.
And I've experienced the same kind of mornings
and usually I'll just shiver in pain.
Sometimes I'll tear a little when I sat at the edge of the bed.
Today was a little different.
Really lahhh, okay? ;D