For the first time in my life
1) I was late for one and a half hours for a movie (although it wasn't really my fault.)
2) According to that person, I said a lot of wrong things (without myself realizing)
3) I allowed someone to treat me movie, dinner and send me home.
4) Someone thought I was very cui. (though i do agree)
5) I am cui and I feel not being good enough in every way
6) I need a hole for me to bury my head into.

There goes my first impression.

xx. Jon managed to console me and coax me to sleep. He has this special powers. He can always untie the knots in my heart and make me feel so much better even when the earth comes crumbling down. And even when I feel like I'm in the deepest shit, he always manage to say the right words that warm my heart or to ease the pain. He's there. He's always there to protect me. It's a very special feeling and I have this tiny selfish wish that he'll be there for me always.
p.s. And i shall declare that he'll be the first person to know if i ever find my xing fu. so don't be jealous okay. LOLS.

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